heyho! yesterday after school , i decided to go to ganesha operation before i go home to had an extra-chemistry-lesson which i think is the hardest subject for me now. honestly , i don't really interest with this subject and it makes me become "poor" about chemistry. although in chemistry class , i can answer the exercises and can easily remember some pattern , but it still "messy" in my brain. i know how to use some chemistry's pattern but sometimes i don't know where they are come from ! and i hate it. i want to understand something and all about it fulfilled from the toe until the top, i don't like somethings half or maybe unfinished or just about "know". chemistry is hard. but i'll try to learn how to love it.
well , you know , when i was in my childhood, i really different with other kids who can get interest with their first day in kindergarten/school. i hate to go to kindergarten and had 1001-reason to get an absent lol. my mom told me , that she was confused about it (haha sorry mom). when the other kids can learn how to spelling , writing and reading , i just had a problem about that, so i must got an extra course for reading and writing after school time. but that was an old story , and i don't wanna be like that again haha. my mom is such a strict-mom especially about education. me and my sisters have wonted with that. my mom always forbid me to get absent for school , even when i have a flu , cought or other (so that makes my mom always give me a lot of suplements and vitamins). she takes me to some courses and other activities outside school. she wants me to have an ability in some other foreign language beside english, cause she thinks it can be very useful for my future and i believe it. she also give me and my sisters a lot of knowledge-books (which i don't really often to read it lol). although she is a strict mom, i really like her personality. she gives me a lot of inspiration. she has a strong personality , she is really punctual and her sense of humor is GOOD haha. yes i really (must) grateful for my own family. my mom and dad are the greatest parent for me till the end of the world i think. i love their sense of humor lol it keeps this house become so warm. i also learn everything from this family. i can remember well , how my dad teach me to do gradation in my crayon's painting and how my mom teach me to count some money hahaha
hmm..tomorrow the result of SIMAK UI will be announced. my heart is beating and i can do nothing except praying a lot. my mom told me in order that i must prepare for the worst and always hope for the best. yaa it can makes me more calm down. but i really don't wanna fail (and no one wanna fail , right?! ) i really want make my parents smile widely and proud of me.
"Ya Allah , please give me the best and don't make my parents disappointing..my life is just for You and my parents, their smile is my strenght and their happiness is my breathe.."
well , you know , when i was in my childhood, i really different with other kids who can get interest with their first day in kindergarten/school. i hate to go to kindergarten and had 1001-reason to get an absent lol. my mom told me , that she was confused about it (haha sorry mom). when the other kids can learn how to spelling , writing and reading , i just had a problem about that, so i must got an extra course for reading and writing after school time. but that was an old story , and i don't wanna be like that again haha. my mom is such a strict-mom especially about education. me and my sisters have wonted with that. my mom always forbid me to get absent for school , even when i have a flu , cought or other (so that makes my mom always give me a lot of suplements and vitamins). she takes me to some courses and other activities outside school. she wants me to have an ability in some other foreign language beside english, cause she thinks it can be very useful for my future and i believe it. she also give me and my sisters a lot of knowledge-books (which i don't really often to read it lol). although she is a strict mom, i really like her personality. she gives me a lot of inspiration. she has a strong personality , she is really punctual and her sense of humor is GOOD haha. yes i really (must) grateful for my own family. my mom and dad are the greatest parent for me till the end of the world i think. i love their sense of humor lol it keeps this house become so warm. i also learn everything from this family. i can remember well , how my dad teach me to do gradation in my crayon's painting and how my mom teach me to count some money hahaha
hmm..tomorrow the result of SIMAK UI will be announced. my heart is beating and i can do nothing except praying a lot. my mom told me in order that i must prepare for the worst and always hope for the best. yaa it can makes me more calm down. but i really don't wanna fail (and no one wanna fail , right?! ) i really want make my parents smile widely and proud of me.
"Ya Allah , please give me the best and don't make my parents disappointing..my life is just for You and my parents, their smile is my strenght and their happiness is my breathe.."
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